what i understood is, that u don't have fear, but u are unaware that you are improving and that can be a big problem my friend, cause if u want to go from A to Z, u have to go through all the letters first (letters==stages) ,u do improve but sometimes we get consumed by the idea of success that we define it as "it only happens when i reach Z', that's true but still missing something, u r improving, which means ur methods is success, i tell myself always, success is when i train though a certain schedule and that improves me, not when i reach that goal i put in the first place, because we always subconsciously raise the bar....so write down ur progress like how far u jumped like 8 feet, i know u may want to reach the 10 feet, but if u progressed to jump to 9, that is success also, cause u improved, knowing that will help to boost ur skills more and more and especially ur focus and ur dedication to whatever sport ur doing...that's why scientists document everything they reach, they didn't reach there final goal, but they know from the results they keep having and documenting that they are getting close....and same thing apply to anything u want to reach or be good at..i hope this can be any help to you or to ur problem and if did, hit me back, so i can use this to help others if they ever faced the same problem u do now...........good luck mate and practice safe :-)