Alright, I think I can try to get back into things. I pretty much ghosted after my car died. But I needed to recover anyway. I learned from experience now what doing more than you're body can handle can do. I started to develope sharp pain in my knees, probably from trying to run up walls and whatnot when I weigh 318 lbs.
My knees are better now but I lost all progress towards my weight loss.
Anyway, I still can't participate really. But I wouldn't mind coming out watching, hanging out with everyone at the gym so I can still be apart of the community in some aspect. Now that I have a new car I can start driving out there again.