Be strong little buddy. Every male on my dad's side suffer's from chronic depression, and i'm no exception. take it one step at a time and just try and do little things that make you happy. watch a sunset, set in your favorite chair with a cold drink, lay on the grass and read comic books, whatever you think is going to make that one part of your life worth being around for. I know times like this may make you want to push back responsability and hold off on things, but trust me, if you can bear to do something, get it done. its a whole lot easier to breathe when you have one thing the needs to be done, then 10 things that should have been done. IM me if you need to talk man, we will get you through this slump.