this monday and tuesday were the first days ive been legit sore in months, i don't get sore all the time. and as far as weed, i love it. :-x but im really trying to quit cigarettes, im not like having a pack a day or anything, just one in the morning and another one or 2 later that night when i'm around my friends, i know its only going to get worse from here, so i need to nip it in the butt.
not exactly the best role model for most of our posters -- who are still pretty young...
I know i'm an awful role model, i don't expect people to copy my diet/lifestyle. I mean even somebody just starting with no prior knowledge of whats "healthy" would know all this shit i do to myself would just slow down there advancement.
but if you look at other aspects, like my training schedule, or my head on approach to dealing with fear, then i say i'm not to bad,
your probably pulling out your own hair at this point, thinking " well if he knows all this crap is going to slow down his progression then why the hell does he still do it?"
and honestly, i don't even know why i still do it, im young, im nieve, im stupid.
but im happy, and thats what matters to me.
