The whole point of it all
Here I outline the purpose of my training and where I want to go with it. This will hopefully help me put some structure into my training and allow me to judge whether I'm making quantifiable progress toward realizing my goals.
Teaching. This is the first and foremost of my goals in parkour. Having seen firsthand the benefits of this highly mental and physical discipline, I consider it a worthy cause to teach it to others. More than anything other route, this is how I will become useful. Of course, this includes teaching the philosophy as well as the physical movement. The most impact can be made by teaching this to those who can be most useful with it most often. This class of people includes law enforcement officers, other educators (in various methodologies), firefighters, military personnel, and other such classic examples of people who can use this discipline. The most personally rewarding people to teach it to, however, are kids. This is because I have always enjoyed working with kids, and I feel that this is the age in which a smallest guidance can make the largest impact on a personal scale. Of course, these preferences in no way preclude teaching anyone who want to learn, as well as learning from whomever can teach me anything.
Direct aid. This is the classic example of how parkour can be used: directly benefiting others in need. Though this purpose takes precedence over teaching whenever it actually arises, I list it as secondary because I project that its incidence will be much lower than that of teaching. Also, I have the chance to help many more people by training to teach than by training to help others. Whenever anyone I helped on the path of the traceur directly aids someone, I will have been useful.
Personal growth. The path of the traceur is one that appeals to me personally. Long ago, I used to do a lot of community service projects with the American Red Cross and the United Way Kids' Way. I feel that since I've left that by the wayside, I've allowed myself to grow callous to the needs of others and make excuses as to why I suppress compassionate urges. Training in a discipline in which altruism and respect are core tenets has reawakened in me whatever it was that I had before, and I consider this a good thing.
Self defense. Self-preservation is good. There's not much more to be said about this one.
Health. Growing up, I hated sports. It wasn't until I rediscovered swimming last summer that I started really exercising. Parkour has gotten me interested in my physical health, both in exercise and diet. This is preventative as well as enjoyable: I have a rather weak constitution, so I must be live my life healthily to compensate.
Fun. The simple joy of overcoming obstacles, learning about my body, and so on is a compelling reason for training, but I believe it should be ancillary to other, higher purposes. However, this should never become a chore. If it does, I'm doing it wrong.
Skills I'll need
The next step is identifying the skills I've I'll need to work on in order to fulfill the purposes detailed above. I've tried to be as complete as possible, but maybe I'll realize through my training that I missed something.
Strength. Like it or not, I'm going to have to accept that I need more strength. Upper body, lower body, core. Currently I'm not strong enough to execute many of the moves I need to be able to perform as effortlessly as I need to be able to perform them. I resist building strength subconsciously. I liked my slim body type before I started training in parkour, and so I always view my muscular gains with a split mind. Since I'm losing what I considered one of my better physical assets (rockin' the twink look), I must keep in mind the benefits that outweigh what detriments tenfold. Becoming physically stronger will allow me to continue to practice for many years to come, and it will allow me to help myself and others more effectively. Furthermore, my health will benefit greatly from me putting on more lean mass and conditioning my bones to become denser.
Control. Control is one of my stronger points right now, having done a lot of rail work while various limbs healed. Since I lack power, I tend to compensate by repeating a movement over and over until I get it perfectly, and always with as little wasted energy as possible, at least for the small movements. I think, though, this has led to a deficit of a different type of control: versatility. Doing only one movement over and over has hurt me immensely in being able to flow through an environment, since my path becomes static. This will definitely help me cut down on the injuries, which come up because I lack control on bigger movements.
Fear. Doubtlessly my biggest obstacle currently. Since that bad injury back in June, fear has been the limiting factor in my progression. It is absolutely necessary for me to continue to push through my fear and do things I know I can do, building up more and more confidence. On the other hand, I must be careful not to sustain another major blow to my confidence, as it's already very low. I cannot teach in the way I want to if I haven't the self-assurance to execute the maneuvers I'm teaching.
Creativity. Another weak spot. I tend to see the same things over and over. I must develop an eye for creative paths. I'm not sure how I can do this, but maybe some of the following will work. I can train in new places, on new obstacles. I can train with different people. I can learn new techniques and variations on old techniques. I can ban myself from using a certain favoured vault and flow through an environment. However I do it, becoming more creative will teach me more control and allow me to keep having fun in my training.
Acrobatics. Okay, I know that I train mostly in parkour, but I think I may have to start dabbling in free running and tricking. Besides it looking like a lot of fun, it will also help me learn better control of my body, which in turn helps me help others. In addition, it's a crowd pleaser, which means more people will be willing to sit down and learn with me if I can impress with flips. This is especially true of my favoured students, kids. Heck, maybe I'll even be able to make money off of this someday. Is it parkour? No. But it can help my parkour.
Cross training. Learning how to use my body means learning how it interacts with my environment in all situations. Cross training in various other disciplines will help me become more rounded, and will keep my body from becoming used to one thing. The things I must cross train in include running, swimming, and climbing. Other things that would help my parkour include just about every sport, juggling, dancing, and all sorts of other physical tricks. But I will not cross train in weightlifting. No way, no how.
Service. The path of the traceur, I feel, includes selfless service to others. This means more than dedicating a certain time each week or so to serve soup at a kitchen. This means fully embracing the idea of serving others every day, helping out others in small ways alongside one's daily routine. This is not to say that one should be patronizing or, gods forbid, subservient toward others, but rather that the default attitude should be of respect, consideration, and kindness. Of course, being helpful can sometimes mean not doing something for someone. I think to properly improve this, I may have to learn the intricacies of the service culture here in Austin, or perhaps on a larger scale. Only this way can I effectively and efficiently help others. Of course, this being tied so closely to what I believe a traceur is, I will be training this by going out and serving others.
Teaching. I am constantly trying to learn this anyway. I get the feeling it makes me sound a little pretentious or like a know-it-all; I must become more humble about this. Teaching is the noblest of professions. Learning how to communicate better is going to be integral for my personal path as a traceur. Learning how to explain the philosophy the movements, and how the two meet is an art I'm still refining. Furthermore, I'll have to learn how to explain this through various media (print, video, sound, and in person) and to all different types of people (teens, children, parents, the media, and special audiences like police).
Knowledge. I think this will be how I define myself as a teacher. Being knowledgeable about what I'm talking about, having a wide breadth and depth of knowledge about physiology, biochemistry, kinesiology, architecture, ecology, survivalism, and all sorts of other applicable fields will help me become best equipped to help others, teach others, and move through my environment safely and efficiently. Training in this can include massive amounts of reading and learning, so that my database of knowledge can expand appropriately.
Social skills. Another of my weaknesses. I grew up being a quiet bookworm, and I hang out with many of the same. Only recently have I become a more social person, but I'm still struggling with awkwardness. It's quite apparent, I feel, and being self-conscious about it doesn't make it any easier. However, in order to help others properly, it will be necessary to interact with people all day long, so I must become more at ease with people. I'll have to overcome this somehow. I just don't quite know how just yet.
Current goals
Except for the first one, each of the following goals is measurable and is a clear step toward improving at least one of the skills I enumerated.
Continuous
* Be useful to a stranger every day I have the opportunity.
22 August
* Set up an info session with UTPD.
End of August
* Dive confidently into kongs.
* Juggle three objects for 30 seconds.
* Understand energy pathways.
15 September
* Confidently execute rail-to-rail precisions.
* Swim 14 lengths of my pool without stopping.
* Run a mile continuously.
* QM a quarter mile continuously.
End of September
* Top out smoothly by the end of September.
15 October
* Hold a handstand for 10 seconds.
* Hold an L-sit for 10 seconds.